Georgia
City/State: Atlanta, GA
Brain Injury: Multiple Concussions
Explanation of Mask:
I have multiple concussions, including crowbar to the head.
I’m a different person now; “Old Me” is part gone, but not dead.
I’m wearing a mask at most times, including with those close to me.
Don’t wanna be “TBI Gal” ~ wanna be defined diff’rently.
I have problems remembering ~ if new, or not seen in a while.
Some are words, numbers, or items ~ worst was forgetting my own child.
I’m no longer as “abled” now, though to most I still look “normal”.
Some days are good, and some are not; some hours okay, some not at all.
I have a sensitivity ~ visually and too with sound.
I get so freakin’ overwhelmed; stimulation is all around(!)
I’m tired of being so anxious; it’s hard to navigate harsh seas.
It affects my unfiltered mood, “Brain Drain”, and my abilities.
I have a wish to not be “poor” ~ though I’m spiritu’lly wealthy.
“Affordable Housing”‘s too much;
“Home is where your heart is”: that’s me…
I’m grateful to kind-hearted souls ~ they sure make journey friendlier;
I continue to work on me, to be beyond “TBI’er”.
I have different coping skills, where I try to hide the new me.
Guess wanna stay independent, so I can still feel somewhat free.
I’m just doing a disservice, to my own self and to others:
Not truly living in one’s truth separates one from another.
I have attitude of Dory: I keep smiling and keep swimming.
I like Oprah’s and Eckhart’s view: Live in “Now” to keep soul singing.
I’m thankful for silver linings I do find eventually;
Please see me more than brain injured…please see and accept ALL of me.